Works and Days of Division – 29 poems by Martyn Crucefix
Drawing on two disparate sources, this sequence of mongrel-bred poems has been written to respond to the historical moment in this most disunited kingdom. Hesiod’s Works and Days – probably the oldest poem in the Western canon – is a poem driven by a dispute between brothers. The so-called vacana poems originate in the bhakti religious protest movements in 10-12th century India. Through plain language, repetition and refrain, they offer praise to the god, Siva, though they also express personal anger, puzzlement, even despair. Dear reader – if you like what you find here, please share the poems as widely as you can (no copyright restrictions). Or follow this blog for future postings. Bridges need building.
Thursday 28.03.2019
‘you are not looking’
‘There has to be / A sort of killing’ – Tom Rawling
you are not looking for a golden meadow
though here’s a place you might hope to find it
yet the locals point you to Silver Bay
to a curving shingled beach where once
I crouched as if breathless as if I’d followed
a trail of scuffs and disappointments
and the wind swept in as it usually does
and the lake water brimmed and I felt a sense
of its mongrel plenitude as colours
of thousands of pebbles like bright cobblestones
slid uneasily beneath my feet—
imagine it’s here I want you to leave me
these millions of us aspiring to the condition
of ubiquitous dust on the fiery water
one moment—then dust in the water the next
then there’s barely a handful of dust
compounding with the brightness of the water
then near-as-dammit gone—
you might say this aloud—by way of ritual—
there goes one who would consider life
who found joy in return for gratitude
before its frugal bowls of iron and bronze
set out—then gone—then however you try
to look me up—whatever device you click
or tap or swipe—I’m neither here nor there
though you might imagine one particle
in some hidden stiff hybrid blade of grass
or some vigorous weed arched to the sun
though here is as good a place as any
you look for me in vain—the bridges all down—